See, I also strove for good grade, but the sad thing that I learned was that the only people who care about my grades were the scholarship people and the admissions people. Nobody else freaking cares, and I went to a school that accepts everybody... so it was like, what was the point, yknow?
But I dont mean to depress you or anything... lol
I know what you mean about being ready and not ready. I still feel that way about life in general.

Yah i heard all about the usa politics i heard today that IIowa voted for Obak obama ore what ever is his name :-)

Well, for me, all I had to do was write one application, because they accept all applicants. I guess that made it easier for me. lol
You\'re from lakeland? well, interestingly enough, I go to Southeastern in Lakeland for the rest of this next semester, I plan on getting out after that and going somewhere else. So if you need a school that will let you in no matter what, think SEU! lol
But seriously though, it may seem like it sucks now, but take every moment for what it is and enjoy it. Thats my advice. I recently found a bunch of footage from around the time of graduation that I shot and I edited it all together. It was sad and it brought back a lot of memories. It made me miss the people and the things we used to do. Even though at the time, I may not have felt that way.

Hockey and cello, eh? Interesting combination.
Don\'t worry so much about getting through your senior year. It will happen and you will wonder where the time went before you know it!

Hi how is it in the USA<?